maanantai 31. heinäkuuta 2017

This goes to my friends and family you are still here

Haven't done these for a while so
This goes to my friends (who are still with me) and family....





















...to the moments shared past..

...and the moments that are coming up...

...as to say thank you, always listening to me..

...keeping me in the right path..

... sometimes carrying me when my heels are too much to take (or life in general:D)...

...and making the best efforts to stay with me when I get crazy ass beach..

...or sad...

...being trustworthy...

...loyal...

...&loving.

...thank you for celebrating the times when I have accomplished something..

...talking really deep shit with me..

...and making funny jokes with me...

...for making me laugh...

...and giving me opportunity to make you laugh too...

...or the times when everything was unclear...

...thank you for making food for me..

...watching ice-hockey with me...

...providing good content to internet...

...or going to hospital with me past months when my throat was killing me...

...thank you for texting me...

...and answering my calls & calling me...

...and being with me the whole day lasting tv-show shootings eventho you didn't have nothing to do..

...thank you for those who always so patientently take photos of me and with me...

...thank you picking me up from airports, railway stations, boat harbors and buss station..

...bringing me stuff from pharma when I was sick...

...making sure I got home from the parties..

...fighting totally stranger women abuser with me...

...buying me drinks even when I resist not to...

...or just feeding my soul when you knew better what was good for me...

...thank you for being honest..

...teaching me dance...

and giving me opportunity to teach you...

...showing me good music, or listening my favorite artist..

...watching silly youtube videos with me..

...taking me out of coffee..

...or asking me to stay when I couldn't.

...taking me abroad and giving me these incredible opportunities...

...showing me that you ACTUAL care...

...thank you for my manager to making sure every time being abroad that I am in a safe place...

...and my biznez boss offering me chance to know what is international business...

...thank you for my professors who have gave me A's and fully heartly beieved me...

...and those who believed in general, sometimes when I didn't even believe myself by myself..

..being kind but also straight forward when I need to hear the words that I don't always want to hear..

....so this goes to all the times we spent  together..





...at the gym

...or dancing

...or crying together over boys at the stairs of the theatre at 4AM

...or partying

...or traveling

...or playing silly games with me..

...bringing me my favorite protein bars...

...forcing to yourself to come to my place and make some tea for me

...or buying pans and pots for me (kiitos mummu&vaari)

...Thank you for reading my blog...

...and watching my vlogs..

..and listening my rambling English and silly jokes...

..or sometimes just being raw AF.

..Thank you for enabling me to grow to be this woman..

...and giving me opportunity to have education (mom and dad)...

Thank you for hugging me when I needed the most...

...holding my hand when I don't say it but still need it.

...seeing behind this badass beyonce though skin inside my raw soul and still hanging around

...But most of all THANK YOU to those you have sticked around. Who have proved their promises to be true and not run away like pussies when times get rough. I love you and i will eternally appreciate you. I am sorry being complicated superwoman sometimes, but when I say this I really mean it. 

T H A N K  Y O U  with all the different languages I can speak and words I can not express.
I love you.

I can not describe how flippin' much it means when you read my blog and watch my videos. You are my BEST internet friends. like it is almost you do not get it, THIS is so important for me.
And if you are part of this saga - my dear honeyturtle, you matter to me. 


you don't find yourself from the pictures? Don't worry you are still in my heart, I just don't have proper pictures with yall.